Ceci est ma vie

New Post New Me

2011-04-22T00:57:00.000-07:00

So it has been a while since I have used blogspot but I'm going to try and update regularly. This time I am going to post more about food and what I am doing in my job/ cooking at home. Not a lot has been going on recently just working for Hyatt as the culinary supervisor, in Denver, Colorado. I get to use some of my creativity to create specials every night such as the southern shrimp and grits we did last night. We are also working on a new menu focused around local brews so that should be fun to work on here soon. Any feed back I can get would be great for that. I am also working on some cakes for some weddings and birthdays coming up here soon, I'll have pictures up as soon as I can. So I know this post is boring and all but new stuff to come I promise... Until next time

Blow

2008-01-12T18:52:00.001-08:00

So I'm in love with this movie right now about George Jung. It is a really intense story and I still have mixed emotions about how it ends. For those that haven't seen it, I'm not going to ruin anything.

I have been checking out a few new movies lately, I went and saw Juno last night. It had its funny parts but in all it didn't really hold my attention. It had a decent story line I think it could of been better played out though.

So as of next week I will be working at Chipotle. I'm so excited! and I just can't hide it! I know you are all jealous. This is good for me... I've been working hard lately trying to get back on my feet and finally being able to save money.

Well nothing else is new Spring break is in like 40 days... yea I know spring break in February?

Ba humbug

2007-12-18T10:31:00.000-08:00

So it has been hard for me to get in the Christmas spirit this year. I just want to be home, I want to be able to spend time with my friends and family. Hopefully the stress level will go down once I get home.

On a brighter note... I'm going to be the proud aunt of a little girl. Ashley found out last week that it is going to be a girl. So I've been getting baby clothes like crazy which I really shouldn't be but I can't help myself.

Heading home in 3 days

FOH

2007-11-30T19:07:00.001-08:00

So I have started my culinary labs and I am in front of the front of the house classes right now. I'm learning the aspects of fine dining and I am also learning about beverages... which is really cool. I have become a really busy person and really hard to get in touch with. I really miss being able to have some down time. But I guess it is good for me... builds character.

Counting down till Christmas break... 21 days

A Movie Script Ending

2007-11-05T17:46:00.000-08:00

I have been beyond busy the past two weeks and I am really drained from all that. Attending my first lab every morning was fun but it wasn't nice getting up every day at 6 in the morning. Having massive amounts of homework every night... including but not limited to the daily paper we had to write for Stocks, Sauces and Soups. The work, and my procrastination kept me up all hours of the night, but it was kind of worth it. I did learn a lot about major, influential chefs of our time and what new techniques they are using in the kitchen. One of the chefs that I was assigned to write about was Chef Jean Georges and hopefully will keep up with new things going on.

Thanksgiving break is in a couple weeks so that means it is time for finals. I mean really they should all be pretty easy so I'm not to stressed about it but it is nice to think that we have a break really soon. I want to be home and I want to be around everyone that I miss.

Last I have a job interview tomorrow at The Dunhill Hotel located here in uptown Charlotte.
I am really excited about this position and I think it will help build me resume and give me more experience to find a good job this summer.

Baseball

2007-10-21T20:58:00.001-07:00

So pretty much I'm really disappointed right now. I'm not really one for watching baseball but I have been watching the Red Sox and Indians play this past week. I am just really disappointed in the way it has ended. It was 3 and 1 Indians and they ended up losing... how in the world does that happen. So I guess Boston is going to play the Rockies.

Guh Baseball...

Bill Nye The Science Guy

2007-09-11T19:53:00.001-07:00

Top 5 things I've learned at JWU so far... (in no order)

5. I have more free time than expected... this might be because I have a really easy schedule for the first term or I was expecting it to be a lot worse than what it really is.

4. Don't even think about getting sick... It just isn't an option, the attendance policy here is very strict but at least I know I will be getting my moneys worth.

3. The dining hall is worse than high school... I guess I am a little spoiled being in a culinary program in high school we pretty much feed ourselves every day, but for being one of the top culinary schools in the country you would think it could be better.

2. I'm not cut out for studying... I can only recall one time in school that I studied, and not one single time did I do homework junior or senior year. Still some how all my work manages to get done and all my assignments turned in.

1. You are never to old for Bill Nye... It is true my science teacher has went back to the basic method of popping in a movie and letting it teach the class. Although really we still had an hour worth of notes after the movie.

First Day of Class

2007-09-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

Today is my first day of class here at JWU! I am really excited to find out what my classes will be like. I don't know I guess I'm not really nervous or anything but I kind of want to get today over with... it is my longest day and I want to figure out how things are going to work.

On good news my roommates are really cool and I've been making some new friends. I'm really looking forward to this year even though it is school still and it is going to be a lot of work.

Going crazy... and I haven't left yet

2007-08-30T19:15:00.000-07:00

I'm getting ready to leave in about 3 hours and this trip is going to drive me insane. I am already freaking out about everything and not being able to take everything that I want to isn't helping. It would also of been nice if I didn't wait till last minute to pack everything. Things just really are not going well right now and everyone is getting cranky.

But really I am excited about going... for crying out loud I'm moving to North Carolina. I am getting hours away from Springfield which is what I have wanted to do for about 7 years now... And by the way letters will be appreciated just ask me for my address. I just really don't want to get home sick... I really can't believe I am worrying about that and I'm still in Ohio.

Well hopefully I will remember to keep this updated with my cool exciting life.

One Month

2007-07-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

As the time approaches for me to venture off to North Carolina all by myself I'm getting more and more excited! Yea there will be a small- and I mean very small- part of me that will be home sick but I think it will pass quickly I will be to excited about everything. It is still slowly hitting me that high school really is over and I have to grow up and take on responsibilities. "I don't want to grow up, yuck, I just want to be a little kid and have fun."

My sandwich is better than yours

2007-06-09T10:03:00.000-07:00

Yes I'm spending my summer eating sandwiches... and well sleeping in. What else is there.
Besides continuously working I'm trying to spend as much time as I can with my friends before I leave in August. I am excited about finally leaving but I am getting a bit nervous. Well I'm going to continue eating this delicious sandwich

She's Not Dead Yet

2007-04-08T18:50:00.000-07:00

It has been some time since I have entered into the blogger world. Things have been crazy busy... So here is the big news

1. We placed third in Prostart State competition
2. Placed First in regional FCCLA cometition
3. I placed 2nd at nationals for powerlifting... I lost to a freakin amazing lifter.
4. State FCCLA is in less than two weeks... a little freaked
5. Hopfully I'm getting a new car this week.

So that is all major information you need to know about me right now... So maybe I will post again in another 5 months.

Copycat

2006-11-22T10:43:00.000-08:00

So, here’s how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits: Daughters- John Mayer

Waking Up: Down Towards the Healing- Lovedrug

First Day At School: I So Hate Consequences- Relient K

Falling In Love: Rainfall- The Vines

Fight Song: Telescope Eyes- Eisley

Breaking Up: Styrofoam Plates- Death Cab

Prom: Hear You Me- Jimmy Eat World

Life’s Ok: The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage- Panic at the Disco

Mental Breakdown: Float On- Modest Mouse

Driving: Passenger Seat- Death Cab

Flashback: Clarity- John Mayer

Getting Back Together: I could Die for You- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Birth of Child: X&Y- Coldplay

Wedding: Title and Registration- Death Cab

Final Battle: Another Round- Foo Fighters

Death Scene: Last Living Souls- Gorillaz

Funeral Song: Running Out of Time- Hot Hot Heat

End Credits: Sun (live)- Mae

I think I like my life sound track.

Now Listening

2006-11-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

Frou Frou- details

Copeland- Eat, Sleep, Repeat

"hello we're back & we're taking calls now what was the question"

Lets get it on like diddy kong

2006-10-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

I got a twenty-dollar gift certificate to the all-you-can-eat old folks cafeteria...
So watching homestarrunner toons is by far the best thing to do at school. I have seen the new teen girl squad episode and it is an interesting one.

Today is monday which means I have a whole week of school left. It is going to be long and boring I can feel it aleady. Not to mention I'm front of the house this week in the jaguar room. I wish I didn't have to be.

I have one page in my scrapbook left... I'm excited because I've been working on this one since December of 04, and it is the fall of 06... it is a large scrapbook. I already have my next one... I just need pictures for it.

Viruses

2006-09-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

With out my permission I have gotten sick.... I don't like being sick, but because everyone else is I guess I have to be too. It makes me just want to sleep all day, which is pretty much what I've been doing anyways.

So since all I've been wanting to do is lay around I've had the chance to catch up on my movie watching... so far I've watched

A Knights Tale
Batman Begins
Match Point
The Goonies

Senioritis

2006-08-22T18:59:00.000-07:00

It has just really hit me that I start my Senior year of high school... TOMORROW! This is my final year... what am I to do with myself. Do I actually try... or do I slack off? This is a very hard question for me... I guess we'll see what it comes down to.

Purple Elaphants and Flying Pigs

2006-08-10T20:06:00.000-07:00

I was in Enon yesterday... on my way to see The Da Vinci Code ... I was in the parking lot of IGA and... here comes a pig! Thats right a little pig. It was so cute and so funny.

Well school starts on the 23rd...

Eyes Wide Shut.

2006-07-22T11:19:00.000-07:00

"Have you ever felt like you were flying through a tunnel of pitures?".... "Oh my little ponies." In other words I'm sitting here with an IDIOT!

Other news I'm making a dress... I think it is going to look really cute. I will try to have pictures up when I'm finished with it.

Well I have to work tonight so blah.

Zenia

2006-07-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since my last post... my computer crashed, and I finally fixed it.

Well anyways I was out today with ashley and everything was when we got on the highway and there is a guy standing there holding a sign. This sign said "Zenia"... me and Ashley begin to laugh at the guy... but really if you never actually saw the word Xenia... how would you spell it? You just don't expect it to have a X in it.

Well I'm off to Culinary Camp next week... I'm really excited about this.

I can fly! I can fly! I can fly!

2006-07-03T20:49:00.000-07:00

I'm going to go skydiving... not today or even soon but some day I am going to force myself to.

I'm going to go on a road trip at the end of this summer. All I need is one person to join me.

I'm going to go to Russia or Germany (somewhere with history)

I'm sick of saying I want so I'm just going to do it... no planing no worring that it isn't going to happen... these are things I'm going to do.

Road to...

2006-06-20T20:57:00.000-07:00

This is summer... relaxing, spending time with friends, working, lifting. Sounds wonderful right, so why do I still feel like there is something missing. Over the past few months and even weeks I've built what I feel like amazing relationships... I've made new friends, but also feel as if I'm losing others.

My mind has been pondering the future... the plans that I have made for myself. Lately it has scared me, do I know if I'm doing what I really want to do. I feel as if I'm rushing myself to grow up, and I don't want to regret it.

"I always want to be a little kid and have fun."

Summer Goals

2006-05-30T20:31:00.000-07:00

I have set a few goals for myself this summer.

The biggest one is to lose 25 to 30 lbs... Something I've need to do for awhile.
I also want to cut out chocolate... I'm addicted (something that will help with losing the weight)
I also want to update my wardrobe, I need some new things, with more colors.
Last I want to read atleast 10 books, doesn't sound like much but it is for me.

Well summer is here and I'm ready for it

Dreams do come true!

2006-05-07T11:03:00.000-07:00

So most have probably heard that I pretty much got accepted to johnson and wales, which is freakin awesome! I'm excited about it, I finally get to leave springfield... I just have to wait for a year and a half. It is also kind of scarry, I'm going to be so far away from all of the people I know. But I will get to make new friends which I've been wanting to do anyways. Now I just have to finish High school... which seems like it is taking forever.

And I have to find a way to pay for J&W... so bring on the scholarships!

Well I only have like 3 more weeks of school left which is really cool... I love summer, and this summer is going to rock... I can feel it.

Summer of Love

2006-05-04T17:31:00.000-07:00

This I believe this is going to be the best summer ever... if everything goes as planned. Things I have planned are

summer camp
visiting Johnson and Wales
culinary camp
road trip to new york
road trip to arkansas.

Also I plan on spending every moment I can out of my house... so I'm pretty much going to be a bum over the summer. I also want to do as much thrift store shopping as I can.

And who knows maybe this will turn out to be the summer of love...

I'm not crazy cause I take the right pills

2006-04-23T19:46:00.000-07:00

"Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
We lost track of the time
Dreams aren't what they used to be
Some things slide by so carelessly"

I love sunsets... I love spring... I love the ocean...

I want to go on a rode trip... any one care to join me?

Why go to class?

2006-04-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

So I think so far the last grading period I have not been in any of my academic classes for a full week... which by far is freakin awesome... come on really who needs to go to class...

Mae concert next week... thats right 7 days... I can't wait...

I'm starving too... all I ate today was a thing of french fries for lunch...

Well know I have to sleep...

This post was pointless...

Good night all...

Falling Through Your Clothes

2006-04-16T18:16:00.000-07:00

Warning: long... some what boring post... read at your own risk... plenty of complaining... me feeling kind of like crap.. and lots of babbling!

It was the perfect weekend to end spring break... it was so nice. Friday doesn't count though because all I did was work.

But Saturday I went to media team... and it was only Em, Rachel, Nathan, and myself... which was kind of cool... then after that we went for a hike at Clifton... oh and Danielle showed up... it was so much fun. We then ate Arby's on the bleachers and played 4 square... Then we messed around with my car... being stupid. After we were all getting tired... went to the Ogden's... hung out and watched Mary Poppins... which I've never seen before this... yes I know it is sad. Then watched the office and finally left some where close to one... YAY!

Today was Easter... so Happy resurrection sunday... everyone. I went to my Grandma's house and we had an Easter egg hunt... and then we all just sat around until I finally left and now I'm here...

I'm dreading school tomorrow... I wish it was summer already I love summer and hanging out with my friends all the time...

Ok... now enough of that... it has come to my attention that my family is betting on which one of the grandkids is going to get married first... now I find this weird... mostly because they think it is going to be my brother... yet he is only 18... and they say my cousin is to young to get married and he is 24... So I don't think it does really matter how old you are when you get married... just as long as you know you found the person you want to be with for the rest of your life.

Which it's not like I have the best knowledge on relationships... alot of my friends... I don't see all that often and well other then that I don't have relationships... it saddens me sometimes... like when the best thing I have to do on a friday night is hangng out with my grandma... or how every day during spring break I did NOTHING then I went to work... where I don't talk... because...

I don't like people very much... that pretty much sums up eaverything!

I'm done

Planes Trains and Automobiles

2006-04-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

I'm done with compitition now... atleast if we didn't get first at state...

I want to go on a road trip... to like maine... or arkansas...

I wish it were summer...

Signs that summer is almost here...
-people playing baseball in the front yard
-driving with the windows down
-lawn mowers
-laundry on the clothes line
-wearing shorts
-bonefires

We are all going to DIE!

2006-04-02T19:51:00.000-07:00

We are all going to die and well I don't know how I feel about that.
It makes me feel kind of giddy inside... my gloomy sense of humor coming out.
I also thought the sky was really pretty earlier...

I want... boys
I wish... for life
I breathe... the sun
I hope... to die
I know... I want you
I have... nothing

that was random...

I don't like bad weather...

Where do you work?

2006-03-27T09:37:00.000-08:00

It is Monday... I start my job today... woo hoo... actually I am quite excited because I will finally have money and a car to drive around... So YAY!

I had a good weekend... friday i went with kim and brittney to the fairfield mall to go prom dress shopping (for kim)... Saturday I had to babysit in the morning the I went and got stuff that I needed then I had to babysit again... Sunday went to church, out to lunch at applebee's, then hung out with Em and Liv, we watched Proof and well it was an interesting movie for the most part it was good but it was kind of boring and very predictable... then went to church and out to wendy's...

Today so far I practiced for compititon and well we did bad! nothing was done on time and we were so disorganized... but I do have to say the bavarian cream was so really good...

Media Blah

2006-03-18T10:45:00.000-08:00

So I'm at media and I have done nothing... except play games and update the WFFC calander. So I stole Nathan's computer to update my blog... and he said he wouldn't chop off my head... So yea they are having a wedding... and they have a pretty frilly pen... So Yea I think I'm done... because I think Nathan wants his computer back and he is asking me weird questions... Bye.

54 days left...

2006-03-06T20:27:00.000-08:00

Interesting fact... I have 54 days of school left... then I will be a senior.
Boring fact... I have tons of homework to do but no time or energy to do it.
Well known fact... Pirates hate Ninjas.

I need to take some pictures... or draw... something to express creativity... which as of now I lack... I need a break... I applied for a job at bob evens today... I think I might get it... then I will get my car fixed... then I won't have to bum rides... or money... I like... dots... and then I stabed a guy.

2nd and 3rd place plus $500

2006-02-22T15:01:00.000-08:00

Lets start out with my powerlifting meet... I got 2nd out of 2 but i was still proud of myself... 303 squat... 154 bench... 287 deadlift... that equals a 744 lb. total!

Then it was on to Columbus for my culinary quiz bowl compition... I had no sleep the night before... we do horrible the first round but come back to get 3rd... out of 11 teams... the only teams that beat us were the 2 lorain teams... so yea I got a $500 scholorship to Johnson and Wales.

Well I'm off... I'm rather tired from track/ feild conditioning... well bye.

Cajun, Creole, Cake Flour, Ahhhhhhhhhh?

2006-02-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

So I'm sitting here in a class room at school practicing for my compitition next Monday... this it so boring! I'm begining to hate this stuff, but it is almost over so then we will be done with it... unless my team gets 1st then we get an expense paid trip to nationals... woo

So I went to the one acts last night... very interesting. That's all I have to say about that.

So it is tuesday... today is the last official powerlifting practice of this year... it makes me sad. But that is ok starting next tuesday I'm conditioning for track... woo hoo.

Well I better get back to studiing for this thing.

I'm going to hell alot

2006-01-29T18:45:00.000-08:00

This post is not going to be interesting at all...

I had a powerlifting meet on saturday, I got first, I was happy! I had the highest squat and highest total...woo.

I played Halo for most of today... and yea I suck at it, I still had fun. This was my third time ever playing. I'm not a big fan of video games, I don't play them that much... or at all.

Wow I'm done... I'm to tired to think of anything.

Where has time gone

2006-01-16T17:17:00.000-08:00

Wow I have not posted in a while. So I feel the need to update you all on my wonderful, extremely eventful life.

I have had a couple of powerlifting meets, I got 3rd (out of 3) and 5th (out of 10). I'm also proud of myself I got my bench up to a 140... makes me happy.

I'm in 2 competitions for my culinary class... one is a knowledge contest.. the other is pastry arts(I bake a cake), my teacher actually picked me out of 4 other people in my class.

Well there really hasn't been anything else major that I can think of that happened. I've mostly just been doing alot of little things that are just time consuming.

I'm really looking forward to this year. Although 2005 had a big impact on my life, I'm somewhat glad it is over.

Um yea I guess thats it.

I don't remember why I came

2005-12-31T20:43:00.000-08:00

"I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere in the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something to do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end."

It is New Years Eve... and I'm at home... oh fun.

Atleast I've caught up on some reading.

Christmas Break

2005-12-24T14:52:00.000-08:00

Christmas break is probably my favorite time off school besides summer vacation of course. I'm a sucker for Christmas... although sometimes I don't act like it. I have been pretty busy lately and I actually got to just do nothing today. It seems like I haven't done that in a while.

Tomorrow is Christmas, it includes christmas at my grandma's house woo hoo. I'm not big on hanging out with my family(I'm the outsider of the family). I'd rather be alone most of the time.

"Strange, isn't it? Each man's life touches so many other lives. When he isn't around he leaves an awful hole, doesn't he?"

What to make a boy?

2005-12-10T11:28:00.000-08:00

Yea me and Emily were talking today about christmas preasents and how we were poor. So we decided we could make preasents but that would kind of exclude guys. Like seriously what could you make a guy for christmas... like for girls you could make jewlery or some sort of little accesery. You could always find something completly off the wall to be funny, but most guys like gagdets which don't fit into the normal persons budget.

So yea I made myself a scarf on thursday and it turned out pretty cool and stuff.

Friday was a snow day and I did absolutly nothing till about 9 I went to go see a movie with the Ogden's and Derek. I slept with Emily and now I'm at media team... soon to leave.

So if you have any ideas of something to make a guy for christmas, please leave a comment.

So long farewell

caught red handed

2005-12-04T18:45:00.000-08:00

My hands are red... and cold...and burning.

It all started when i stole kim's lotion... I had an alergic reaction to it and my hands turned red and started to burn.

Then after bumming a ride home off Nathan... I helped him clean the ice off his window's so he wouldn't die... which defeats my purpose in life.

So now I'm trying to warm up my fingers and toes so they don't fall off.

Yea this week was boring.

I did go to Sinclar on friday... It got me thinking about college and I really don't know what I'm going to do. I want to go somewhere out of state but I can't really afford it. So Sinclar was looking kind of good. I still want to become a chef and one day own my own resturant... but I'm still confused about where I want to go.

I'm done with that...

Good Night

Twisted

2005-11-27T23:52:00.000-08:00

It is true I am one twisted person...

When I was out today(by myself) I did alot of thinking. Mostly about my relationships with people. And well my conclusion is this: I'm twisted

Conclusions:

1 I try to hard to be a persons friend.

2 If I dislike a person I normally go out of my way to be nice to them (when I secretly want to kill them), or sometimes just ignore them. If I like a person (as a friend) I'm rather mean... and well, most of you know how that is. If I don't really care, I will be the friend who well you don't really care about.

3 I love violence... I consider any movie that doesn't have some major death scene (with lots of blood) in it a chick flick.

4 I'm interested in the French revolution mostly because of the guillotine.

5 I enjoy torturing myself mentally, it creates a challenge.

6 I have horrible short term memory.

7 I don't really like being around alot of people... but I can't stand being alone.

Well yea just a little glimpse into my twisted mind.

I should be asleep right now seeing it that I have school tomorrow. Which I still don't want to believe is true...

I'm done

To Grandmothers house we go

2005-11-22T12:47:00.000-08:00

So retreat was this weekend... WOOOOOO and YAY.

It was quite fun, quite fun.

Friday- cooked food, ate food, had service, played capture the flag. Went to bed at 4 am

Saturday- Woke up at frickin 6 am... took a some what warm shower. Helped make breakfast. Service. Lunch. Free time, Jennifer, Courtney, Sarah, Britney(from Big Walnut) and myself went hicking, up the hill and through the wood s to grandmothrs house me go. Frisbee football. shower. dinner. service. hanging out. sneaking out (with permision from larry of course). Sitting in the woods playing 20 Q. Going to bed a 4am again.

Sunday- Woke up around 8. Breakfast. Service. Packed up. Went home.

Thats about it pictures will be coming to my Flickr soon.

Flamin' Hot

2005-11-14T10:37:00.000-08:00

Yes this weekend was delightful... for the most part.

It consisted of the orndorff's on friday and sleeping with emily... woo

Saturday was media team and babysitting which all I really did was watch survivor, under the tuscan sun... and i made $10.

Sunday was church then me and my bro took our mom out to lunch, then youth group and went out to taco bell with nathan, bobby and derek.I would have to say hanging out with guys entertains me more than haning out with girls... although I still love all my friends. Maybe it is just my fascination with death and weird things.

Well now it is monday and i have nothing better to do at school... so you all should have a nice day.

Pip and Flip

2005-11-04T10:43:00.000-08:00

Woooooo hoooo it is friday! big game tonight... any one going i'm not!

I want a food... particulalrly pickles right now.

And I want to watch movies all night... lets have a movie marathon.

So yea i have nothing better to write so i'm going to type 7 random things about myself...

1- I love fall
2- I can't wait till retreat
3- I want to be a pirate
4- I need a job
5- I'm at school tonight
6- I want more earrings
7- I need more pictures to scrapbook

A piratey weekend

2005-10-25T21:54:00.000-07:00

I'm going to be a pirate!

My pirate name is:

Bloody Mary Flint

Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Like the rock flint, you're hard and sharp. But, also like flint, you're easily chipped, and sparky. Arr!

Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.

Procrastinate

2005-10-20T14:12:00.000-07:00

"To put off, or delay"

I'm very good at putting things off till the last minuet. I've been planing my trip to Romania for a while now but I still have to call my cousin to work out details. This trip is in about 2 months! This reality has just hit me... If I really plan on going I need to get on the ball. I've put off working out the details for to long and it is getting close to crunch time.

Well that is just my little post for today. Ahh it feels good to let things out... Maybe I should go and figure out how to get ahold of someone in Romania.

You can't make me...

2005-10-16T21:19:00.000-07:00

This post is just going to be random babbling because I have nothing better... Heck I hardly even have that.

This weekend was ok... friday was football game and going to sleep at 10:30... that is early for me. saturday another football game with emily... then hanging out at the church just because i didn't want to go home. Today church... and hanging out in enon.

I want to go crawl in a hole and hybernate for a while... well this is the closest to an actual update that you are all going to get.

Football on the Brain

2005-10-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

4 football games in 4 days woo hoo.

I went to Hill's soccer game today.. they tied.

Tomorrow is friday... absolutly nothing to do maybe the game...eh eh?

Saturday is media team and probably going to go watch nathan play football... who would of thunk it nathan playing football.

The sunday is danielle's powderpuff game... I probably won't go but it is worth mentioning.

Other than that... my life has been normal, not to bad.

I can't wait next week is only a three day school week!

Veritas and Aequitas

2005-10-08T20:02:00.000-07:00

I just watched by far my favorite movie... Boondock Saints. Just the right amount of violence I like.

I like Saturdays... Media team in the morning, then I come home and watch a good movie and maybe read or clean.

Yesterday was fun as well... I'm glad the rain held off for the bonfire.

Tomorrow is church and possibly the applebutter festival... that should be fun.

I'm in the mood for a bike ride or something like that... whose with me?

What I Dig Part 2

2005-10-05T16:51:00.000-07:00

I feel 100% better since my last post... my family still drives me crazy, I just need to control how much it bothers me.

Now to my list of things I like right now. Again in no order.

1) My hair straightner- and my hair cut it is so much easier to manage.

2) Food- right now I have been really craving pickles, also chips n salsa and chocolate have been up there too.

3) My Laptop- It has made it so the only real reason I need to leave my room is to eat and go to the bathroom.

4)Not having homework- I have had about 3 homework assignments this whole year so far.

5) Good grades- I like feeling smart, but getting good grades at JVS isn't much of an accomplishment.

6) Football- this one might be on my last list but football can always be mentioned twice.

7) Funny words- Not so much as funny but weird soundung such as seven and giggle.

8) Dutch Blitz- Which I now have thanks to Nathan.

9) Music- again a repeat but I have just gotten some new stuff... some mea and death cab is what I have been mostly listening to.

Now you know more of the things I like.

Room for Rent

2005-10-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

CRAP CRAP CRAP!
This is the post where I be really depressed because this weekend was to good to be true.

I am to the point of deprivation of a decent house. I'm yerning for a place to live that is not my home. A family that I can call a family... not just people that live together. I would do just about anything to get away right now. A job would be nice so I could atleast support myself which I'm pretty much doing seeing as how don't get anything my parents except a place to live.

I'm dead serious about this too. I'm not just saying this to get attention, I want out! My dad threatens to kick me out like he did travis, but he won't do it because then he would have to get off his lazy ass and do something around this house.

I think I'm done with that... I hate feeling down like this especially after such a great weekend of movies media and getting away.

I need a vacation from life!

I want to see the world!

2005-09-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

In my Government class at JVS we have been asked to write an essay on what country or countries we would like to visit and why. The first part I got down. Places I would love to visit would include but not limited to... Russia, Romania, Italy, France, England, Germany, Peru, Haiti, and of course back to Guatemala. But why I have no idea. I have no reason to really want to visit thses places. Some would say because of the history the country has, yes all these places have a history and they all could keep me hooked on just studing it for hours. But alot of that history is gone. If time travel were possible I would love to do it. To go to Russia during the cold war, or to Germany or France during WW2. That would be an experience I would be all to willing to go for. Yes it would be an amazing adventure today, but what is going on today doesn't interest me as much as the past.

Ok back to me actually visiting these places. I love to travel, I would love just jumping on a plane with no set plan and just travel Europe and Asia. To be as spontanious as possible. Me actually ever doing that is highly unlikely. I'm one that has to have set plans on what I'm doing. I hate being late. And I hate making plans at the last minute. It makes me feel in control.

On to new things

I got my hair cut... a little shorter than expected but I still like it.

Went to Kings Island... Fun but very physically draining.

No school on friday.

And last but not least... I get my laptop on the 3rd.

I'm going to cut you off here I have much more to write about but I'll save it for next time.

Things I dig

2005-09-17T17:01:00.000-07:00

This is just going to be a list of some things that I'm interested in right now... No particular order.

1) Movie nights at the Ogden's- Went there friday to hang it was quite entertaining. I love being able to hang out with my friends! I love my friends, even though sometimes I may scare you or say things like, "if I wasn't your friend already I would probably hate you." My friends really do mean the world to me.

2) Boys boxers- They are amazingly comfortable, I love them bunches.

3)Playing hacky sack- At school I get to play with all my cool friends... but they are very violent, I have battle wounds.

4) Photos- I love taking pictures, and scrapbooking them. It makes me excited that I've been put in charge of the camera for my culinary class.

5)Music- I love being able to hear, and sing along to an awesome song.

6)My computer- The past couple of days I have been glued to my computer. Especially the internet! Although it does get boring, my imagination and creativity has been on low since school started.

7) Art- I love drawing and color. Although My imagination and creativiy have been on low, I still love to doodle, I do that alot on my school papers.

8) the least amount of sleep possible- I love going to bed late and getting up early. Well I don't always like the getting up part. But I don't like sleep atleast not alot of it. I love feeling tired.

9) Odd numbers- I don't like things being even. By far my favorite numer is 7. Also odd always seems to be different, and I'm a different kind of person.

Yes I'm weird and I love it! Being weird by far is the thing I love most about my self. Although sometimes I know it gets annoying, I annoy myself sometimes.

I think that is where I will leave it. I have things I need to get done. I don't like being so busy, but I don't like being bored all the time either. I need a happy medium.

Football n 4 wheelers

2005-09-11T15:39:00.000-07:00

So this is the long awaited post (with pictures).

So to start off last Friday: It was my party just a little get together to celebrate my birthday.

Aaron being a pool shark

Just a group of girls.

Then last Saturday: Me and my brother went to Kentuckey for a family Renunion which was last Sunday:

We did alot of horse back riding and 4 wheeling.

We came back Monday: Which was my birthday!

Tuesday: Went back to JVS. Then after school I went and got my license!

Then the rest of the week was just a normal week.

So this friday: Went to the shawnee greenon football game... we definantly kicked butt. Then went over to the Ogden's to hang out a bit.

Saturday: I caught up on some sleep. Then I put in some applications and did a little shopping. Then I had to babysit... It was fun played uno and watched the incredibles. And when I got home I made 3 pair of earrings and 2 necklaces.

Today: Is Hillary and Nathan's Birthday. Went to church this morning and there is youth group tonight and that is about it.

Long weekend even longer

2005-09-06T21:32:00.000-07:00

So I did pass my driving test... I'm excited!

And for the few that read this there will be an update on my full weekend tomorrow... including pictures.

happy birthday to me

2005-09-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

tomorrow at 3:15 I am taking my driving test...

305 Days

2005-09-01T13:53:00.000-07:00

So I'm sitting here at JVS during the last class of the day. So not much to do since I finished my project early. Just doing a little blogging to update on how life has been with no parents!!!

It has been such a great week, but it kinda is a lot of resposibility. Only 4 days till my birthday... I'm expecting some good birthday presents now! Actually all I need is money so I can afford GAS and insurence!

I want to go to X-fest so bad... I really hope I can go!

That is all folks. See ya friday!

Where does the time go?

2005-08-25T22:38:00.000-07:00

It has been a couple days... I don't have much to say.
I'm not really into blogging anymore. Also I've been
kinda busy with school starting in all. So far I like JVS.
It is different but in a good way. I think I'm going to start
lifting in a few weeks. Get ready for the up coming
powerlifting season. My parents leave tomorrow night,
that makes me happy.
That is all folks.

Almost perfect

2005-08-22T12:49:00.000-07:00

I would have to say today was probably the best day I have had all summer. I got to see Bobby!!!! at church this morning. Came home and slept...that was much needed, although I don't think I actually slept. Went to Larry and Jennifer's for youth group. Then went over to the Ogden's. We all just talked and it was good.

I'm in such a good mood today too. And I have learned somethings about myself through out the day as well. It was good. If only I could sleep it would be better. My mind is just going and going and going.

Well I guess I should get some sleep!

Untitled

2005-08-18T22:23:00.000-07:00

I couldn't think of a cool title so there's that.
My imagination is again empty. I have nothing of interest to write about. I just have this urge to write. I have been feeling down the past...well this whole summer. Sometimes i feel worse than others but in all it was a pretty crappy summer. I have no real reason as to why I feel this way, I just do. Well I have suddenly run out of things to say.

I'm kinda busy this weekend... most of it will be time well spent with 5 year olds. Yes the joys of babysitting. Well that's all.
Good bye and good night.

A trip to the moon

2005-08-12T00:00:00.000-07:00

I think I'm going to update seeing as that's what I'm doing. I don't have much to Blog about. I was told to imagine a trip to the moon then write about it, but my imagination isn't at it's best tonight. Then I was told to just make something up but again that requires some imagination.

So I think I'm going to go with just blogging about my day and this coming school year.

My day was a drag, I did nothing. Well almost nothing, I did meet with this lady about baby sitting. More money toward Russia. Ok so now school. I'm one of those weird kids that actually like school. It gives me something to do and I like using my brain. Also it means sports will be starting soon... well my sports.

Well that's all folks. My life kinda sucks but that's ok I've gotten used to it this way.

How we can be

2005-08-07T14:44:00.000-07:00

In about 1 month I will have my license! Now all I need is a car.

I just got myself a paintball gun today....
I'm rather happy about that.

School starts Aug 24 for me... I actually can't wait to start school.

Well that's about it for me... I've been kinda busy this past week.

Make me a bird... So I can fly

2005-07-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling really emo lately.

I have alot on my mind,
but it hurts to think about it.
My heart say one thing,
my knowledge says something different.
I want you to be mine,
but I know better.
To think of you to much
will always cause pain.
This will all pass away,
it always does.

Where I find refuge

2005-07-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

Camp was great! It didn't go by to fast either. So lets start with the ride up...

Monday: Wake up, go to the church, leave for camp.
We got to camp, had service. Then after service a band, Gates called beautiful, played. They were pretty sweet.

Oh and before service we met our teams, I was on a team with Liv. Our team name ended up being Fishing for Possibilities.

Tuesday: Wake once to an alarm that goes off around 5 am. go back to sleep and wake up at 7. I did not go to prayer, my first year not going. Went to breakfast, then morning service. My class was moral boundries along with almost everyone else in our youth group.

Then later that day after lunch I had water sports first. We didn't do to good that day, atleast not at first.The night service was nice. After service I hung out with Christian and Ryan.

Wednesday: Woke up, breakfast, Class, Lunch, Real sports, Free time(consisting of frisbee football). Then service which was awesome. First off Joey's boxing match was that night. But then the service was good. When pastor Mark asked people to come up I just stayed in my seat. It wasn't until Em came and prayed for that I started crying. Then hung out with the group after service.

Thursday: Everything the same till sports. I had extreme sports that day. We did good and I thought we were going to get 3rd but we got 4th and that saddened me. That service was fun, It was a happy service instead of like all the other years when thursday was when everyone cried. after servise went down the water slide, then went back to the cabin and packed. Set our Alarms to go off at 4am, that was fun.

Friday: The day we leave it is always a sad day. No Picture this year so everyone left early and we stayed later. So while we were waiting, joey had this glass of water and he was holding it infront of Larry so I decide to get Larry wet. But then Jennifer made me run around the field. We left and when we stoped for lunch we saw polka dotted cement trucks. We finally made it home around 7 then I came home and got online. The end

One week till camp!

2005-06-27T19:13:00.000-07:00

Yes that is true one week till camp. Thats one week till We get to see Josh, Sabrina, Diana(again), People from the missions trip, and many more. It shall be exciting, my 5th year as a camper. It doesn't seem that long ago when it was my first year and our bus broke down, what fun that was!

Also I have the chance to go to Russia now!! I'm not sure how I would pay for it but that is what a job is for right. It would be really awesome if I could go.

Well I had fun this weekend Diana came down. It is always fun when she is here. Friday we had prayer at the Ogden's, it was we need to do that more often. Saturday hug out with Liv and Kim, amazing the kinda noises you can make with your arm. Then Sunday went to church, then out to Taco bell. Then Diana and I went to the mall. Diana went home. Later I went shopping again.

Well I'm in pain from going to the dentist today, those trips are always fun. not!

I don't have much else to say to see you all at camp!

Down Wind

2005-06-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

So camp is in 24 days n counting, I'm so excited!

I'm out of school and offically a Junior, and offically never have to go back to Shawnee. All thanks to JVS!

I have been really bored and it is only the first week of summer. I really need a life!

I have some new pictures that I need to upload to my Flickr. Some that are very funny!

Well anyways I think I shall work on that so...
I hope you all have as great a summer as I!

Change the world

2005-05-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

Wow only 4 days of school left for this year. Then I will never have to go back to Shawnee ever again. That makes me very happy!

I'm not to sure what to type so I guess I will leave it as a very short post.

As the rain falls

2005-04-22T22:35:00.000-07:00

So I'm sitting here at home and have nothing to do except listen to the sounds of the rain hitting our roof and the thunder. I love thunder storms... I used to hate them and get so scared, but now I love them, I love to listen to the thunder rumble.

I have realized how lonely I am. The only contact that I have had with anyone out side my family today has been at school. On wednesday at church the lesson was about friends and stuff. And one of the questions on the talk sheet was something like who is someone that knows everything about you. Well no one knows everything about me, there are so many things that I can't trust people to know, and I wish I could. I want a best friend that I can tell everything to.

I want you to remember me
when I am gone.
I want you to think of me
every night before you go to bed.
I want to be the first person
you think of every morning.
I dream of the day
we will be together.
I plan for the future
I wish to have.
In my perfect life
I would be with you.
But none of this
will ever happen.
Still my last thought
before I drift off to sleep, is of you.
And I still dream
of that day we'll be together.
I still wish for you
to be the one I have.

What I'm learning...

2005-04-12T17:58:00.000-07:00

Ok so I'm soposed to be working on my research project but I needed to take a break. Mostly because I feel like ranting about the subject. So my research project is on student prayer and bible study during/ in school.

Ok while researching my project I found this in one of my books, "...students already may pray individually in school, read religious texts in study hall or other free-time periods, and assemble in groups for religious activities before or after regular school hours while in public school building."

So now I'm thinking why is it that you can pray individually but not in groups? What is the main difference in the two? I see why it isn't permitted during class, but why not during lunch a person free-time, shouldn't students have the right to get together and have a bible study or pray? Well in the same book I read it said that President Reagan signed the Equal Access Act into law, that says to allow religious groups to hold meetings before or after school if other extracurricular activities ar given similar rights. Well if other extracurricular activities take place during school hours should religious groups be given the same right, and wouldn't it violate a students freedom of religion if they are not permitted to do so?

I would like some imput on this so please comment...

What's the difference?

2005-03-31T18:57:00.000-08:00

so my life has come down to this.... blah blah BLAH BLAH BLAH blah blah *crying* blah blah BLAH BLAH beep slamed doors and more BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.... don't you just love it?

So my life is peachy(added sacasim) how about yours?

Beavers n the Easter bunny

2005-03-28T06:58:00.000-08:00

Woo and yay for spring break!!! I was so happy Friday when Kim called and said Diana was in town. I had so much fun, and I tried to put Nemo back in the ocean but he just wouldn't stay.

Yes Friday was fun hanging out with all mes amis. Then Saturday was drama practice... No matter how many times I do that drama I still love it. Although it would be nice to see it once. Sunday the drama went well, so many people complemented us on it. It even made my brother cry.

Speaking of the drama... I miss Guatemala so much and I would like to go back but money wise I can't. There is always next year. It was nice to help someone else on there missions trip, instead of me being the one begging for money.

Today is Monday, I'm supposed to be at track practice right now but I'm sick. I hate being sick, and it's over spring break... Why can't I ever be sick during school. So far I don't have plans except to get my hair cut and go to the doctor for my knee. Oh joy.

Also lately I have been looking at culinary schools specifically ones in New York... So far I have found two. They are both really nice schools too, and really expensive. : (

Well anyways I really don't have much to say I'm not one for those heart felt posts. So I will add a poem tell me if you like it...

Falling into a dark place
there seems to be happiness
but your anger is picking you away.

The guilt that runs
through every inch of your body
overcoming your soul.

Knives pierce the skin
blood pours out of your arms
overwhelming pain inside you.

You want the pain to go away
but you want to escape
so you are left with scars.

You suffer the pain
to escape the rejection
of the world that hates you.

Thank you come again.

J'adore

2005-03-18T19:55:00.000-08:00

Ok time for an update....

I actually had this post already but I deleted it and now I'm sad.

So I finally got my permit... woo and yay I can drive!

Track has been tiring, but fun.

The OGT's are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I did pretty good on all of them.

Last but not least, tomorrow I am having a cooking party. I can't wait notonly do I get the honor of making this good food but I get to help eat it. If there are left overs of the Oreo cheesecake I will bring them on Sunday to youth group.

Jusqu'à ce que la mort nous fait sépare

Drama and Driving

2005-03-05T18:15:00.000-08:00

Ok so this morning I went to get my permit... I just have to go back and take the test on Tuesday, or when ever. From there I went to the church where we practiced "The Way". The drama we are doing on Easter and the one we did in Guatemala.

Tonight is our sadie hawkins dance... It should be fun.

Track starts on Monday, oh joy. OGT's are in like a week, I hope they are easy. Spring break is in 3 weeks, as of right now I don't have any major plans and probabaly won't.

I'm still not sure if I want to go to Russia or back to Guatemala this summer, or if I want to go anywhere at all. I really need to get a job, to make some money. Well I got to get going.

In a beautiful world...

2005-02-28T16:36:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since I last posted... not much has happened... there was true love waits... a powerlifting meet... and a track meet. My life is pretty boring.

I'm don't really feel like blogging... but I needed something to do.

so here comes some randomness...

I love ... Cartoons in french.

I go to ... Word of Faith.

I went to Guatemala with... BCF people.

These Games will keep a person busy.

This is Josh and Sabrina's new Church.

Yea I believe I'm done and this is about the worst post ever

Я люблю Вас, Я ненавижу Вас

Valentines

2005-02-14T15:15:00.000-08:00

So today is the day I dread every year, Valentines day. It wouldn't be all that bad if I wasn't all alone. Maybe next year will be different.

So it's kinda been a while. I had a meet on saturday, I was really proud of myself I got first (I was the only one in my weight class). I still have a total of 689, thats 181 deadlift and squat, and a 127 bench. woo and yay.

Sunday we had youth group... first time in like a month. It was youth group not anything new about it.

Today is really cold and rainy. I wish it were spring time already.

All alone

2005-02-02T18:16:00.000-08:00

I find it amusing the 2 people have ditched (I think that's the word I'm looking for) me in the same day. Okay number 1, there is this girl at my school and we are becoming good friends and all, but no matter what she is just too "busy" for me. Is it really that hard to find 2 hours out of a day to spend with a friend... i guess it is when that friend is me. Ok number two, Travis. I really have been wanting to spend time with him lately because he is always to busy with Ashley or working. I like ashley, she is cool and all, but I miss my brother. We were going to go to the Y today but he just becomes to busy and forgets to call.

So I wasn't really feeling alright tonight at church and at one point I was even in tears, but guess what no one notices... what great friends I have!

If you have time, it would be nice of you to leave a comment.

It's all about me

2005-01-31T16:17:00.000-08:00

.-*10 things you love*-. (in no particular order....)
o1.My room
o2. Socks
o3. New shoes
o4. New clothes
o5. My notebook
o6. Water
o7. Snow
o8. Friends
o9. Books
1o. God

-*9 best friends (past or present) *-.
o1. Kim
o2. Brittney
o3. Christy
o4. Rachel
o5. Katie
06. Sabrina
*I can't think of anyone else I could really call my best friend

-*8 things you wear daily*-.
o1. shirt
o2. socks
o3. pants
o4. hoodie
o5. shoes
o6. deodorant
o7. bra
o8. underwear

-*7 things you are looking forward to*-.
o1. Moving out
o2. Going to see Josh and Sabrina in Arkansas
o3. Fall
o4. going to Russia
o5. getting a laptop
o6. getting my license
o7. going to college

-*6 memories*-.
o1. first year retreat...
o2. last years d2s, almost getting hit by a car
o3. going to guatemala
o4. My first rollercoaster ride
o5. The first time I moved
o6. the day we went to the resevoir

-*5 movies you could watch over & over*-.
o1. Hook
o2. School of rock
o3. Napoleon Dynamite
o4. Ms. doubtfire
o5. big daddy

-*4 guys you have liked*-.
I think I will skip this part

-*3 schools you have gone to*-.
o1. South Vienna
o2. Reid
o3. Possum

-*2 pets you have had*-.
o1. Totow-horse
o2. Berly-dog

-*1 wish*-.
o1. To get enough money to go on this years missions trip (either to Russia or Guatemala)

Come and Gone

2005-01-20T20:15:00.000-08:00

Ok, it seems like forever. I spent most of this week at my mom's house so nothing has happened. I did get my hair cut on wednesday which is awesome, but I'm not so sure I like it all to much. It is a little to girly for my liking. I shall post some pictures and you tell me what you think.

Semi-side view

This one is with my hair up.

I hope we don't have school tomorrow that would be cool. But I hope it isn't bad enough to cancel my powerlifting meet on saturday you all should come. It is from 8am - about 3pm. Well I'm off to do homework and study for a freakin Bio test.. fun fun.

D2S and Anime

2005-01-16T10:22:00.000-08:00

So this weekend was interesting. The Columbus convintion center is HUGE. It reminded me of an airport. D2S itself wasn't all to good, last year was better. But this years concert was a whole lot better then last year. David Crowder Band rocks. Also with all the Amine people there and everything made it more fun. There were some awesome costumes too, and most of the people made them. My favorite was the big pac man. And that one guy with cool hair. I'm not sure if i will be going back next year, it is pretty much the same thing every year. Well, that's all for now.

Do you have tickets to the gun show?

2005-01-12T18:56:00.000-08:00

Now only a select few will know where that comes from but oh well. Yea I had 2 out of 6 exams today and by how they went I don't think I did to bad. But my 2 hardest exams are tomorrow and I have done ZERO studying for them, woo.

So I'm trying so hard to keep my mind off the fact that Josh and Sabrina move tomorrow. It isn't going to well as of right now, but I can't do much about it.

So Dare 2 Share is on Friday. I'm hoping it will be fun, but I feel odd about going on this trip. I'm not sure how to explain what I mean by that, or if I want to explain it. My life has been rather downhill since retreat. Well I believe that is as far as I'm going on that subject.

So I shall leave you with this..."Death is of the greatest blessing given to man" and to make it interesting who ever can tell me who that is by gets a muffin.

What a week

2005-01-07T12:00:00.000-08:00

Ok I thought I should update seeing as how I never do. Well lets see what happened this week. I was kinda sick Monday and Tuesday, but I still went to school, I don't know why. Wednesday was church... that was normal. Thursday, went bowling with my mom, brother, uncle, and cousin. That was fun, but things weren't to great when I got home. Nothing really new to that story. Today Friday, was Kim's party, fun fun. Pin the ham on Tina was fun. Yea well bye.

Last day of the year

2004-12-31T13:05:00.000-08:00

First I want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!!

Ok like Kim and probably other people I want to mention some of the cool things that happened this year.

This year was actually a lot of firsts for me... Like D2S.. First missions trip.. First plane ride.. First time seeing the ocean.. First time ridding a roller coaster.. First time climbing a volcano.. First spaghetti O's party.. And that's about it.

Also some other things happened... I got 2nd place at camp... My parents almost got a divorce, and I lived with Larry and Jennifer for 2 days... Working for Brian... Picking up alpaca poop... Clean comedy night... Being discipled by Sabrina... Um I guess I didn't do all to much. It was still a great year, for the most part.

I hope next year will be even better.

Snow!

2004-12-29T11:45:00.000-08:00

So it has been a while...

Christmas- All I did was go over to my grandma's house. That was pretty cool, a little boring. What I got... A watch, a bag, a CD player, a picture frame, some scrapbook stuff, and some clothes that need to be returned.

Sunday- Went to church in the morning. Went out to lunch and to the Ogden's. From there we went sledding at the Pru's. Then to Larry's house, played a game and ate some good food. Then my dad picked Kim and I up, Kim stayed the night. That was fun.

Monday- Stayed home all day. Really boring day.

Tuesday- Went to practice at 3 got picked up at 4:30 came home. Another boring day.

Today- I plan on doing some shopping/ returning. So that should be some what fun.

Nothing special

2004-12-24T10:12:00.000-08:00

I have come to the conclusion that I hate almost everyone and everything. It is all a bunch of crap.

Maybe there is someone out there who can change my mind. But I doubt it.

I think you look like capt'n crunch

2004-12-18T20:04:00.000-08:00

So yea, I'm really bored trying to find something interesting to say for ya'll to read..... here it goes

It is christmas break... bahumbug... Not my favorite time of year. Well I like that we don't have school but around christmas I'm always in a bad mood, I just don't like it.

It is cold outside.... Still no big snow, but I'm still hopin it's a comin. I can't wait to have a nice snow to be able to go sled riding.

Today was boring.... This morning I helped move Larry's parents... that was cool, there were some funny times but nothing really worth blogging, not to mention I'm to lazy to type it all out. The rest of the day was pretty boring I stayed home, No faded me concert for me.

Christmas party tomorrow... Which is also Larry's birthday! Man he's getting old... Well the christmas party will be fun. I still don't have my gift yet... I still have time, I hope.

D2S is coming up soon... that is one thing I'm looking forward too. It is fun and it gets me away from the house... which I need to do more often.

Well that wasn't all to interesting but that's pretty much it for me.

Ding fries are done!

2004-12-11T16:27:00.000-08:00

So yes it is COLD outside. Kim and I went out selling candybars in Ra-mar, it was rather interesting. First we went up to this house and this boy was already standing at the door with his money reardy to buy a candybar. It was cool all I had to do is ask him what kind of candy he wanted. And then we went down the street a little and these girls come up to us, and ask what kind of candy we had. It was awesome, people just love candy I guess. Later we went to this guys house and he told us about when he was in high school selling candy, it was cool, he was really nice too. Then the last house we went to, the guy bought a candy bar and was like... "thank you sir... I mean ma'am...I mean ladies" it was rather weird being called a guy.

So when we were done we went back to the church and acted like bums on the porch. Larry comes to the door and was like "why are there bums on the church porch." Then Kim's mom came and got us and we ate coney dogs.

Now that brings me to now. I'm being bored waiting on it to be time for the cool spaghtti o's party tonight. That shall be fun. Well I have come to the conclusion that I am tired so I am going to go take a nap.

Bored and tired

2004-12-06T19:39:00.000-08:00

Well, since there is never anything to do in this house, I decided to do something to keep me busy. So I found a Info type thing on a friends xanga, and did that so.....

I N F O R M A T I O N
01. Name: Kayla
02. Single or taken: single
03. Sex: girl
04. B'day: September 5th 1989
05. Sibling: Travis, Ben
06. Hair color: Brown
07. Eye color: brown
08. Shoe size: 9 1/2- 10 09. Height: about 5' 7"

R E L A T I O N S H I P S
01. Who are your best friends? Umm I don't know.. will you be my friend?
02. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
03. Did you send this to your crush? I don't have one of those
04. Did your crush send this to you? Again I don't have one of those

F A S H I O N l S T U F F
01. Where is your favorite place to shop? Goodwill, Wal-mart, Target
02. Any tattoos or piercing? ears

S P E C I F I C S
01. Do you do drugs? Just the legal kind
02. What kind of shampoo do you use? Suave
03. What are you most scared of? Heights/Falling, being alone in life
04. What are you listening to right now? 'The Red' by Chevelle
05. Who is the last person that called you? My mom
06. Where do you want to get married? Ohio, well that's where I will probabaly get married
07. How many buddies are online right now? 6

F A V O R I T E S
01. Color: Dark Blue, Back, Red
02. Food: All of it
03. Boy's names: James, Michael, Alex
04. Girl's names: Emily, Anne, Chelsea
05. Subjects in school: Math
06. Animals: Horses
07. Sports: Football, Soccer, Basketball

H A V E l Y O U l E V E R
01. Given anyone a bath? Yes
02. Smoked: no
03. Bungee jumped? no
04. Made yourself throw up: Yep
05. Skinny-dipped: No
06. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Probabaly
07. Pictured your crush naked: Nope
08. Actually seen your crush naked: Nope
09. Cried when someone died: Yes
10. Lied: Of course
11. Fallen for your best friend: Yep
12. Been rejected: Yep
13. Rejected someone: Yep, not something I'm so proud of though
14. Used someone: Probabaly
15. Done something you regret: Yes

C U R R E N T
Clothes: Socks, Pants, Shirt, and Hoodie
Music: I-tunes
Make-up: None
Smell: Adidas deodorant
Favorite artist: Right now... Jet, Chevelle, The Killers
Favorite group: See above ^
Desktop picture: A Gun
Book you're reading: The Lake of Dead Languages
Dvd in player: I don't have one of those

L A S T l P E R S O N
You touched: Hmm that's a tough one...
You imed: Rachel W.
Yelled at: My dad

A R E l Y O U
Understanding: Sometimes
Open-minded: I guess
Arrogant: I don't think I am
Interesting: No
Random: I can be
Hungry: No
Smart: Sometimes
Moody: Yea
Hardworking: Try to be
Organized: Yes
Healthy: Probabaly not
Shy: Yes
Difficult: Try not to be
Attractive: Nope
Bored easily: Yes
Messy: No
Responsible: Sure
Obsessed: Yea
Angry: all the time
Sad: yes
Happy: Not usually
Hyper: I can be
Trusting: No
Talkative: No
Legal: No

W H O l D O l Y O U l W A N A
Get really wasted with: No one
Look like: Anyone but me
Talk to offline: Friends
Talk to online: People

R A N D O M
In the morning i am: Tired
All i need is: God, Music, Water
Love is: Evil
I dream about: Killing people (just ask Kim)

W H I C H l I S l B E T T E R
Coke or pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Flowers
Tall or short: Tall

O P P O S I T E l S E X
What do you notice first: Eyes, appearance
Last person you slow danced with: I don't know
Who makes you laugh the most: Nathan, Dan, Josh R
Who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Everyone
Who do you have a crush on: No one
Who has a crush on you: No one, that I know of

D O l Y O U l E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: Yea, but not all night
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Never really thought about it
Wish you were younger: No
Cry because someone said something to you: Yes

N U M B E R
Of time I have had my heart broken: Don't know
Of hearts I have broken: None
Of guys I've kissed: none
Of girls I've kissed: none
Of continents I have lived in: one
Of tight friends: Close to 2-3
Of cd's i own: around 40
Of scars on my body: about 5-6

Y O U R l T H O U G H T S
I know: 2 + 2 = 4
I want: To move out of my house
I wish: I could die
I hate: Going to school
I fear: Alot of things
I hear: Music
I search: for words
I wonder: if I'm wasting my time

F I N A L l Q U E S T I O N S
05. Gold or silver: Silver.
06. What was the last film you saw at the movies: Shrek 2
08. What did you have for breakfast this morning: Yogurt, and pop tarts
09. Who would you love being locked in a room with: No one
10. would you live without your computer: Probabaly
11. Would you color your hair: Maybe
12. Could you ever get off the computer: Yes
13. habla espanol: No
14. like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets

Let It Snow

2004-12-02T15:35:00.000-08:00

It is freezing outside, and inside my house. I like the cold when it is snowing and we have a day off school, but when it is all cold and raining it is just sad. I can't wait till winter break.

The 17th I have a mock meet for powerlifting. That shall be interesting. I like powerlifting, although I will say, speed squats suck!

Well this must be why I never update, it's because I have nothing to say. I'm not a very good blogger person.

Monday Monday Monday!

2004-11-29T16:24:00.000-08:00

I hate Mondays, espesially after a long weekend. All I wanted to do today is sleep, but no I get a crap load of homework to do. Well of course I'm not doing any of it, I'm exploring the world of blog. Which is alot better then homework. The last reason I hate Mondays is because it is the beginning of the week. A whole 4 days till friday comes along. Ok not onto a brighter note, Christmas break is only in 3 weeks, and the end of school is in 115 days.

Well time for homework.

New Stuff

2004-11-28T20:31:00.000-08:00

Ok I have a Blog. Not to good so far, because I have lost this post like twice and some other information. But oh well. I do say it will probably be better than xanga. Well that's all I have for now. Stupid school tomorrow.